Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Tuesday Confession:

I'm back on the coffee again. Dammit. I did my best. I'm not blaming anyone or saying I fell off the no coffee wagon because of some French people that came to visit who drink coffee like the Earth is about to fall out of the Universe. And I'm not going to mention that if not for the fact that I had lived with them for a year, I never would've have started drinking coffee in the first place. I also won't mention that it was such a damn cold winter in Canada and whenever I would come inside from walking Peanut outside in the subzero temperature to a coffee aroma filled kitchen and my MIL asking in her sweet way if I'd like to have some that I couldn't help it, because until then I never even drank coffee. Ok so I said it then. Not in a blaming way but...I'm just saying..... I need to try to quit again soon. And I will cuz it's May now and it's about to start getting HOTDAMN outside. It's just that.... before they left, they bought a really big cannister of some really good coffee and I don't like to waste. Does coffee go bad if you don't drink it? Is there any hope for me at all?

How is it that when I decided to quit smoking I never had a problem, it was so easy? I put the damn cigarettes in a drawer and played this mental game with myself. I would tell myself,"No, I'm not quitting forever, I'm just keeping them in this drawer and choosing not to smoke today." I told myself that everyday and it worked. After about 2 months I was able to throw those cigarettes in the garbage and never looked back. Today I smell cigarettes and get grossed out. I think they're disgusting, I don't even want to be near them. I can't imagine smelling fresh coffee and getting grossed out no matter how hard I try. I think coffee might be a tool of the devil. If you don't believe me just look at Starbucks....ok?

I love and hate Starbucks.

I'm going to try to 'detox' this week. It's not going to be pretty.

5 comments:

flutter said...

I can't quit coffee. I tried. DAMN YOU COFFEE!!!

Maurey said...

All things in moderation, MLP. I don't think you need to give it up completely. Life's too short!

seventh sister said...

You can kep coffee in the freezer and it won't go bad. That might help if you try the same thing that you did with the smokes. You could always send it to work with your husband and let his coworkers have a treat.

Laurie said...

I have no desire to quit coffee...I really don't. It doesn't do a thing to me. Ok forget that it is almost midnight and I'm still wide awake and wired...but I really don't think it was the coffee I drank all day long...do you? (hmmmm...maybe I do need to drink a bit less though, come to think of it...)

Whiskeymarie said...

I mostly gave up coffee, but I drink enough green tea to fill an aquarium every day now.
I don't know if I'm doing better or worse now.