I'm starting a new blog. I need a fresh start. This one's been great but the past few months have taken me away from blogging and every time I think of this one I feel like I don't want to blog anymore because it's been so long. I feel like I'm constantly excusing myself for not blogging often and every post is that way. And it's not even that I've run out of things to say I NEVER run out of things to say. This blog has been with me through the worst parts of my life and the idea of starting a new blog makes me a lot happier than trying to revive a beloved yet neglected one. A new blog that(hopefully) has nothing more to do with radiation, nausea, or surgeries. (At least for now) Does that make sense? It'll have to because that's all I've got.